Archive for August, 2011

Dear Lie

I knew one remarkable story of two lost souls, that found comfort in each others arms.

Since the day my friend shared this to me, I never had forgotten it. Their story started like this:

She’s simple, hard to recognize, clumsy and sometimes ironic. But the funny thing is they seem to like her personality, pure and selfless and freaaking friendly, even shes far from being girl next door.

She met the boy in a place where crowd is huge. A very busy zone where everyone seems to have own topics to chat with. And since this young girls isnt as beautiful as I (geeezzz), he was not thrown bit of attention by the guy.

Till one morning, facebook magic seemed to connect them, until they cant deny that they seemed to be M2B.

OK, finally they dated, as everyone of us does to know such a person.

Movie, perfect place to start with. The scenario is this, she is watching movie while he is watching her.. Gosh so flattering :)..

Ok.. in short they are casted to fall in love with each other..

When they are in the midst of thingy called “Relationship”. Something went wrong.

He decided to keep it quite, I mean the relationship was never disclosed to anyone except maybe to BFF;s like us.

We then wonder why?

Is he ashamed to have her? He isnt proud? Or he is just TIMID?

Puzzles started to fall into places. Guess what? Everything is a DEAR SWEET LIE.

They cant be together anymore.. He is committed worse case, he is bounded by vows.

After she learned about it, you dont want to imagine how devasted she is.  She never stop asking me WHY? WHY? WHY?

And am afraid to say.. I turned speechless, seems nothing can comfort her.

Best advise I gave to her, was to broke up with the guy. And end things up.

She fairly followed my advise.. But.. here is the twist, though he followed me, she can refuse him.

F*** isnt it? but what can I do, if she sincerely believes that he loves her soooo much.. That the guy was left with no choice.

They continued dating.. no strings attached but they are still tied.. its like “shes single but arent ready to mingle!!”

What should I tell her? Am speechless, she discover her lying and now she embraced the lies.. wheeewww..

😦 .. oh you dear lie!!












My transition from childhood to being a young lady was a fast paced story. I always plan things ahead, I always wanted to grow up, to do these, do that and such and such..

Now am on it… I mean this is the stage that I had been waiting for,  but why things suddenly change?

Ok, breathe and think, what do I really wanted to happen? uhhmm, plan it simple and straight. I want to be happy!!

Next question, am I atleast achieving this? Answer, partly. Someone is making me happy, but situations drastically became complicated. I thought everything is fine and I wish everything is fine. The last time we met. God can attest that am so happy and excited to see you.

But when we are about to part ways, I wanted to shout 😦 ( “aalis ka nanaman.. iiwan mo nanaman ako :(” )

aaaargghhhh.. when is happily ever after? I hope its not far from now.

btw: In case you dont know, I always miss u.